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Saturday, June 19, 2010
Spasmodic Things happen for a reason and i didn't expect it to come too soon. There were too many things up in my head that require my full attention. I guess i will just go with the flow. And InsyaAllah may Allah give his guidance. Everyone seems to have the same kind of first impresssion of me. It's not that i wouldn't want them to know the real me. But thats just Jalilah for you. I might be the most outgoing and crazy person, but somehow there are so much more to it and vice versa. Someone told me after meeting me for the first time that i'm a reserve person who doesn't really talk a lot and extremely shy. I didn't say he was wrong. It is true. I'm more of a person who rather keep her mouth shut the first time i met someone because most of the time i was actually trying to fit or rather trying to understand him or her. I wouldn't want to judge a person because who am i to judge others. Sometimes when i keep quiet that doesn't mean i am least interested in the conversation or simply lost. I just prefer to listen because i felt that by listening it helps us to understand more of a person. The words they tend to use, their reaction and most importantly their opinion. Sometimes the most profound statements are often said in silence. For me, first impression is not always right. Everyone see everything in different light. I guess we need to know a person well enough to understand him or her better. And doesn't mean we know a person for a very long time, we already know him/her in and out. But whatever it is, i hope you will accept me flaws and all. :( |
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