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Monday, March 12, 2007
bored Life is so unpredictable. I guess we learn from our mistake and it's not easy to forget the past. Im officially single for more than a year eversince i decided to enjoy my singlehood. Not that there wasn't any guys interested in me or im all over choosy about guys. But i think i haven't found the right one for me. I mean i would want a guy to last not for days, months or years. But till our last breathe. Who doesn't right? So what's the use of being in relationship right when you are not prepared? When i was just seating down staring at the com,to start with i realise that my heart wasnt open for love. Yes still now. I'm not sure. I belief in faith. Allah knows what best for me. Even if i were to be single the rest of my life, Im sure there's reasons behind it. At the same time, im not prepared to share certain things in my life with someone/a guy. Maybe not now. But when the time comes and when im all ready to show my parents the guy im going to live and love with the rest of my life, it means im serious and i won't change my mind anymore. Recently my mum kept on asking if i've got bf. She's afraid that i might be like my sister. Suddenly came up to her and decided to bring along her bf which is now my bro-in-law and decided to settle down. haha. Only god knows how my parents look like at the point of time. Being my mum she keep on reminding me about this and that. Sometimes she sound like as if im suppose to get married tomorrow and she's always with her never ending list of DON'Ts. Mums.. you should know. ;) Ermm.. or isit just my mum? haha The reason why im talking about relationship today not because i already found my oh-so beautiful soul or I've dump some useless guy today. Don't get me wrong. All but I just got the feeling to share my thoughts and feelings. What's the use of having a blog right? Precisely. I miss my dearest gf hana. We should really go out togther and have a date/meal soon. Meantime please take care dearie and get well soon. We are in the same boat. *cough2 And i miss everyone. Too many to mention. P/S:Please date me out. Im all so free. Thank you. haha So long, Ilah  |
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