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Friday, September 05, 2008
Tak kenal maka tak CINTA Ok. i'm so ready for raya. I've got my baju ready, Finally got my clutch bag & my heels. Ok wait. I don't know why i felt so excited. But still! this year raya will be abit insignificant to me i suppose. Anyway, I suddenly feel like teaching tuition again. Yes. I'm so fickle minded. Well i know. I can't possibly teach when i'm having my break and stop teaching when my lectures resume. This totally sucks. Looking back at my title which has the word 'cinta', i really need to find a bf for hari raya to show my parents. hah! ok i was just joking. I had 'daughters&mum' talk after breaking fast. I think they're serious about finding bf/futurehusband for me. Oh no! No way! It has never cross my mind that i'm going to have an arrange marriage instead of love marriage. I always felt that it's still early to get involve in such thing called love for now. I don't want to cling on someone yet. I want to have the freedom without any restrictions. In another words. I'm just not ready. But at times, i get so kanchiong because i don't wanna start finding bf at the age of 50. Opss. I was just exaggerating. Maybe 30 perhaps. By the way, it is true that when you get into the '30s' onwards, it will be hard for a women to find a partner? Is it because by 30 we will start to have wrinkles? But what about men? Why is it easy for a men to find a live partner even if they are in their 50s. Even in 60s. Masyallah. Life is so unfair. It's so scary to be in the "anak dara tak laku clan". huhu. However i still believe in fate. I'm sure this is already known to Allah. What is written surpasses him. Argh. i should really get some sleep before sahur. It's already 2:35am. *runs to bed*
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