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Monday, March 16, 2009
Tick Tock Tick Tock ![]() Luqman loves photoshoots and he get very excited when i asked him to pose. After every pictures i took, he will force me to show him his pictures before we continue. Yes. He is vain. New module will be starting later in the noon and i've mixed emotion about going to school. Since its the 4th last module in Singapore, i make it as a motivation for me to get over and done with it. It's already middle of March and Mak will be celebrating her 55th birthday in a month time. I'm still thinking on what i should get for her. Time to save up. Went for Abg Nazri engagement and i think this is the first time i had proper conversation with my cousin. wth. i know. I guess i'm famous for being the quiet one when it comes to my dad's side. To begin with, i'm not even close to my cousins and i don't even know who they are or what are their names. I was the photographer for my cousin's engagement and i felt like i was force to take pictures which obviously i'm not happy about it. But to think back, who cares about the people when they pay me for my work and i get to add pictures to my portfolio right. Well i guess what hurt the most when i was the one taking pictures of the whole family from my dad's side when i'm not even in it. Not even my parents. I tend to get very sensitive about this whole issues and whenever i came back or saw them i get very frustrated. I don't know how my dad is able to stand on his own since birth and only Allah knows how my parents felt when they treated us like nobody. On the other hand, i don't blame them because in the first place my dad does not grew up with his siblings and all this started from the grandma(s) and grandpa(s) who were not around anymore. Al-fatihah. That, i can understand. Somehow i hope Allah will open their hearts, plant iman and show them the right possible solutions to all their misunderstandings. Amin. ![]() |
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