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Saturday, November 22, 2008
A game of Perfect

i stopped for a second. i need to breathe and finally deliver a punch line straight to the face. i was not trying to go out of my way to hurt anyone. as of today i'm letting it go. the one thing that pains me to no end is when an element from our past. something that occurred maybe years ago. i fully understand and appreciate that dealing with and healing from situation takes time. but today, i declare that both are unnecessary for me. everything are all against me today. its tough knowing how unfair life has been. i cant barely remember how i could still give in and swallows everything. i must have been tough no matter how low. im sorry. im just not perfect. and i can never be one. i cant begin to tell how many thousands of times i have tried to reach out even when i cant barely stop feeling hurt. im sorry if i ever said anything which hurt you while going through the process of reaching out to you. cause im just human being with flaws. at times i have heard horrible, horrible accusations. so today you need to know that one thing for sure. i dont regret knowing you both. this is it. i couldnt do enough.

urgh. masyallah. i must have lost my mind for typing this entry. well i know. this experience strengthen my belief on tawakal, redha, sabar. for all i know, Allah will give me the best possible solutions to the problems im facing.

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